Friday, 22 January 2010
Between the Corners of a Lost Room
lizard that scurried out between those
big,nasty boots at the door and every
morning since the papers materialize
and unopened,unexplored they add silently
to the stack rising by the days in a corner
of my room where the news of the world
lies languishing ,the dark headlines of disaster
leaping out at me only to bump into the
mountain of books protecting my self
and even in the night they flutter restlessly
their pages grazing against the wall,nearly
waking me up,while I keep up with
my reading ,thinking of how the next time
they march in,searching for me,
I will have shrunk myself to the spaces
between the words I read ,I will feel their
hands rummaging my shelves and before
giving up,unwittingly riffling the book containing
me , then flinging it aside and shrugging their
shoulders before walking away,leaving me
as unread and lost as ever.
Monday, 18 January 2010
Invasion of the Cracks
fight to crack up maps,quakes in
Haiti are cracking apart lands,
so one rainy ,cold evening,on my
way home,when I caught a streak of
lightning crack up the skies ,I could
tell that the pieces of our existence
had resolved to rearrange,I wondered if the
faraway hiss of the snake could be heard?
-for if we didn't start running soon enough
the crack could crawl
right upto our feet.
Wednesday, 13 January 2010
The Telling of Secrets
You can call me the DarK
Overcoat and Sunglasses
known by what I wear if
people know me at all-but
that which I shall tell you now
I could only dress it up in a sound
,a garble,I have been unable to
afford a good word.
If you come close enough,
you will learn it,I promise I
will mumble into the abyss
that is your ear,tumbling down
it shall go and slide straight
in under the door of the innermost
chamber of your brain ,it
will grow like a cancer
in the body of your life
but it will pass undetected
like all their like should
and the sanctity of it all will
not be lost,never will I
tell you who I am,look at me
what am I other than my lips
moving and my teeth quivering
(a mysterious gurgle,like alien speak)
Now before I leave you to
tiptoe backwards and turn
abruptly to disappear around
the last corner,my eyes are
forewarning you how soon,
in your nightmares,you
will blurt it out,the gruesome
consequences of which shall
spill over onto your waking life
for everything you utter,
you cannot be sure whether
it leaked out of you
you will stop talking,thus,
and even if your eyes make
not much of a noise,you will avert
the stare of the everyday stranger
you will spend your days
pacing up and down your room
you will wish to be heard
you will stand on rooftops
and shout it all out,only to
scare a pair of crows away
you will want to be heard,
you will want to be revealed,
you will have become
the secret.
Tuesday, 5 January 2010
When the animals speak
of rumours of an indefinite staring match
between us,I wished I could tell you how
every word we hear is a rumour ,but I
did not,for I was doing all I could to save
this silence between us that held us together
didn't Hegel say that eyes are the window
to the soul,and thus if we stared long enough
at each other,our souls would have begun
to rise from our bodies and unite in bliss,
but then words spilled out of my mouth
, dropped on the floor and spread out
invasively and then the faucets in our
mouths turned on,the words flooded
the space between us,the level rising
till we were looking at each other
like fish look at the observer but it was
not long after that we found ourselves
swimming in this sea of lost voices.
Sunday, 3 January 2010
Every city has a Godzilla
Waves rise in forgotten sewers
as I clamber upto the surface and
rise in the depth of the night gazing
around,measuring man's progress
I am the sum of the purged memory of a
million sins that you must execute daily
Ambling through this labyrinth of streets,
(seems Man is the mouse who knows well his maze)
ducking flyovers ,brushing past antennae
lashing my tail around,cautious not to have it
tangled in the power lines shooting secretly
through what I imagined to be empty space,
I finally seize my moment of mischief,I raised
my rear limb high and with a thump,planted it,
failing yet again to draw attention,leaned over,
an eye pressed to the window at the 93rd floor,
finding man and machine curiously conjoined and
I made a mental note to resolve this mystery of an
apparently new species on my land.Often on a deserted
road,I readied myself for a rightful roar,only to cough off
a gust of wind ,the sound of broken glass inducing guilt and
fear even in a monster like me ,one night thus,I coalesced
myself and seeped into the earth and for many ages hence I slept
tight below the soporific drone of the overhead traffic and
like how tall trees suck the soul of the dead to sprout up high
in graveyards I have been feeling the weight of skyscrapers
rising,Now I know If I lie asleep for too long,I shall find myself
irrevocably crucified,yet I feel trapped in the cage of a wild dream
or if your priests were to diagnose,possessed by an evil power and
should I wriggle and writhe to exorcise this ghost,the earth would
quake to wipe all out and who then will I terrorize when fired up
by destructive whims?(No,I am not a benign monster,like
King Kong-a ludicrous figment of your imagination)Not many
ages from now then,I will get to be God and have temples to my name
unless one of you gets to be the Hero who presses silly buttons
riddling me with missiles,now you know why I don't want to share the
secret of who had the rare turd mountain rooted to the roof of your Mercedes
or why some mornings the neon lamps seem crooked and unsteady and a
few windows of Liberty Tower shattered,nor will you imagine the paint
smeared across the billboards could have been animal piss.But I can tell
you for sure that this morning when the pot-bellied stockbroker misstepped
over a mouse darting across the pavement,it was me who squealed in pain